Something worth mentioning......

Those which i can't do aside, i practically finished everything that i cud do. So wat's the fuss? Wat am i so stressed about? Sigh.. my last day of easter break.. people have 2 more days til sunday.. sobs.. why am i owes working so hard in everything........

Thanks to COMPSCI 111 that my blog came alive again.. if it weren't for my laziness to create a new blog for the screenshot i need for my assignment.. i wouldn't log in to blogger.. and i wouldn't see all the animated blinkies so cute so adorable i have out there.. such a waste if i just abandon them.. God u simply know wat i like don't u? ^^

It was a month ago when i said to God.. God please grant me Your courage, and lend me Your voice.. be with me, i need You.. i can't do it alone.. i had to do a seminar presentation.. only 1week to prepare.. n yet be-it-so-LUCKILY-or-so-UNLUCKILY i was among the first 4.. not to mention that was only the 2nd week of a brand new semester.. i haven't even set my mind ready for studying once again after the 3-month holiday.. and everybody knows how much i dislike talking in front of people.. you know i know =P

But well.. it ain't all that bad i guess.. God is always there.. i'm the one who often don't realize that and try to do all things with my own strength.. you can never imagine how weak yourself is and how much you yourself cannot achieve until you learn to let God walk in and carry the burden with you..

I may not have done well like some naturally good public speakers obviously.. some people are just born with the aptitude and charisma for that.. of which i've always been so envious of haha.. but it's okay.. i believe God granted me something else.. which may not be in others.. we are all unique in a way.. and that's what makes us so special to God..

I don't know how many marks i'll get for that particular assessment.. but one thing for sure i know God was right there with me.. i was told for the first time in 23years.. that my voice is sufficiently loud to be heard, praise God? =)

Yes, deep down inside i was really THAT desperate.. i don't care whether i'll be able to achieve the first class honours as i wished in the end of the day, but i wanna give my best.. such that even if i eventually don't i'll have no regrets whatsoever because i've tried my best.. the last thing on earth i wanna do is to regret over something i've done or not done.. so all i did was leave it to God the Almighty and prayed "God, please lend me Your voice.."

And that's it............. ^_^